bianca.

hangin'

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 02:00:13 GMT

hangin', originally uploaded by biancacela.

i made a flickr. just bc i was annoyed that myspace/facebook resizes the photo's so that the quality is lame and shitty. so for future references, i will be uploading a bunch of film photo's on flickr so people can look at them full size.

in other news, ben and i went to the selby botanical gardens today. it was such a nice day. refreshing. gay.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 06:02:26 GMT

1) List 10 things that you want to say to people.

2) Don't say who they are.

3) Never discuss it again.

i feel like your butthole would look like a starfish, instead of a butthole. but in reality, you make me giggle or laugh hysterically about nothing.
i wish you were a girl, so i could tell you funny stories about vaginas. i dont think i could ever hate you. you rule and so does your laugh, thanks for entering my life.
i like how you listen to me ramble about things and i listen to you. i also like how late night talks between us and #2 end with us sounding like pervs.
you rule so much, i dont even think you realize it. you are very giving. bitchy and asshole-ish at times, and i like that. a good mix of everything equals one of the best people ever.
i miss laughing with you, you are one of the very few people who can always cheer me up and make me happy no matter what.
i think youre so intelligent and level headed. you make me think outside of the box and see things differently. youre one of the nicest people ever. i love your sarcasm and the way you make me laugh.
its the little things you do and say that make me love you.
i look up to you, and i dont even think you know it.
we never really hung out that much, but i feel like i can tell you anything.
youre one of the most genuine people. i wish you lived closer.

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 21:35:20 GMT

I love you so much.

my dearest bianca,

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 03:39:58 GMT

i want to kiss you super hard.

its weird to think that the first time i left, to move up here..i wasnt even sad or like affected by shit. it never even hit me what was gonna happen. i was just so excited for somthing new. now i realize that distance makes the heart grow fonder.i never realized that i could feel this way about anyone.. ever. you truly make me the happiest person alive. i hate being so far from you because i feel like when i do see you, it's always gonna be short lived and then it's back to the same old shit.... without you.

i never intended to just leave you, and i never even meant to just get out and leave everything behind. i knew that it was time for me to make a change, and whether now it was a good decision or not, it was for a reason and whatever pain or strife we're going through now, i remind my self that ultimately, this is only temporary.

i love you with all my heart and mind. and i'll see you before you know it.sdlndslndsklsd iluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluilu
-benjamiiiin

fr13ndz 0nly

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 22:53:46 GMT